Sometimes I think about death (The absence of life or state of being dead - from wordweb), but not for more than one minute. Some people say that they are not afraid of dying and if that is the case then I really appreciate such people. When I think about death, I become valueless and my importance in this world go below zero. It's interesting when you really imagine a world without "you". Basically I am a pessimist but when I think about death, all my worries and problems ran away like never before. Ok let me forget about death, it's been more than one minute!!!!.
I bike to my office everyday and I have to ride on the expressway for one mile. It is a risk but I do not have any other option. Today I found an animal dead near the side walk. And I always meet a wild rabit when I take a shortcut between two expressways. He/She used to ran away when I apporach but now a days I see a small change. I am happy that my rabit friend started considering me as a friend. I love children and animals. When I talk about child I should say that they are the most beautiful and pure in this world. But the same world make them less beautiful when time passes. Life sucks most of the time but it gets interesting sometimes and I always live for those moments. I always get what I wished but I always gets it late. But the important thing is that I always get it :-). I have started complaining less to God, and I have started saying thanks to him. Give me strength God, let me spend a little time in this not so bad world and come back to you. It's meaningless if I can not do what I am supposed to do here. Do or Die??????
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